Enjoy the life
If you were born on this planet, you totally deserve to enjoy the life and every single commodity it provides to you, by any means. No matter who ever telling you about your “obligations” that might need to be accomplished. You do not owe anything to anyone, since you have been born freely on this planet. You’ve been given the form of life from Cosmos, you perform an orchestra of your expression the way you like. Do what you like. Feel what you like. Enjoy the life at its full.
Nobody and nothing can stop of what you are and what you doing. Obligatory is a myth, bogus. You have abilities given to you by Cosmos, use them in full openly. No need to be shy. Judgment is the final consequences of your actions. Where you cannot afterwards simply apply them to your favour. Do not be afraid of them. Enjoy the life.