See things as they are
Try to see things before apply to them. If you are a seeker, you will strive to change yourself. You will try to cognize everything, slowly. If there are questions, there must be answers. Seek for something better in your life, if you are not satisfied with what you have. That is a condition you have come up to. And from there on, it is your responsibility to find the solution. That is a karmic state you have ended at. Whatever will happen after is ok. The main point is being able to see things as they are. That is why it is essential to be able to develop your senses prior to apply for actions, especially visionary abilities. Later on, you can make wiser decisions before applying to actions. Never too late to get back on the path. Never lie to yourself and you can honestly express yourself.